Sunday, August 21, 2011

Journey of a Suicidal Person

I love Raayo. He taught me how to love and made me believe that as long as you had love, you could last together forever. I spent eleven months with him and I will never get over him. He has stolen my heart and shattered it into numerous pieces. It's because of him, I cry myself to sleep every night. It's because of him, I cut myself. It's because of him, I take pills which I shouldn't. It's because of him, suicide is the only option left for me. The pain of missing him is suffocating me and I can take it no more. I love him more than anything and I would die for him. I only wish he could love me again. I miss his radiating smiles and his beautiful voice. I want to see him happy. But to see him happy with her, it makes me want to die. I know it's so selfish of me to want him to be with me alone but I can't help it. I'm crazy about Raayo and I can't live without him.

Come save me from my ocean of tears
I can find no meaning to my life without you
Take me away in that sweet blissful pain
Today I bid my life goodbye.